Rungitom November Recap
My month, November comes to an end… even though this is my birthday month, I have gone through so many emotional challenges and breakdown. It affect so deeply in my heart but I tried to recover from it quickly…
I stepped up and moved on, forgetting the sadness because there is so much things to do, so I can’t give up yet.
In the process of healing myself, I succeeded to revamp my blog layout from sheer darkness to a lighter and cheerful mood, I also include some tweaking and added up social networking function on my new layout. The year one cycle of my blog has ended and was born anew. My November theme, R2.0 (Rungitom 2.0) which I derived from BorneoColours.com B2.0 was merely a jump-start for me to utilize my blog to its full potential.
I found a friend, who we shared our deepest feelings together, her name is Irish. It was a sudden thing on how we got along, she was in a total nervous breakdown much more greater and painful that myself. Its affecting her too much, so I became a place for her to vent out the sadness and pain.
Her boyfriend cheated on her, the guy was already engaged to another woman earlier before he even met Irish. He surely made a fool out of her.
When I heard that she is going back to her home town to recuperate and recover, I prayed and wished her all the best. And its all back to the lonely me again.
This is how my November ends…
I know you love me, I know you care so much of me, But I also know that we will not have a beautiful ending… ~ quoted from fellow blogger, Wyne
Sometimes, we have to die in order to understand the meaning of living. The bitterness shall pass and it will make you a stronger, better person.
Kebetulan, I just updated my blog about the song that match my mood at the moment and I think it's applicable to you too 🙂 Go check it out.
Happy December, Tom 🙂
You don't have beautiful ending there but you got a lovely love story.
Hey, this is how we learn about loving someone, let it be painful…becoz there always be a Rainbows after raining.
Tom, cheers up. Who knows, December brings something wonderful for you.
Then Happy Birthday + Happy December rungitom.. :p
@Angel: ah, the Aerosmith song. I will be stronger, but thats will not stop from missing Lady Irish. 🙂
And yeah, Happy December to you too~ 😀
@Wyne: I just hope to have a chance to reconnect with her again, she's the light I seek… and I really hope December brings my light back to me 🙂
@Daishie: Thank you so much Daishie ^_^